haha,,it's that day na when you wake up,,feeling mo,special at grabe ito..ü

i guess not..=c napakalungkot ng araw na ito.. hindi ko malaman kung bakit..the periodical exams are over..bio was okay lang and so was math..pero,,bat ganun??haayy.. ganito na ba talaga pagka tumatanda kna??yuck,,ang drama..i know.. pero,,grrrr!! naiinis lang talaga ako.. ano ba toh,,kagabe pko umiiyak ah..tsk...i tried listening to yung cd ng rockamania at yung sa parokya to forget about those friggin things but nothing happened..=c still,i am oh so,,depressed..hayy,,buhay.. tas i feel so alone pa..wala kase mga kapatid ko at magulang ko to celebrate this day with me..shit,,ano ba toh..

oh,well,,i just hope na this friggin day would end..

salamat pala sa lahat ng taong nakaalala..ü at salamat na din dun sa mga hindi nakaalala..ü

thanks SMB,,you're the best..lalo na si jerika!!Ü

Currently listening to: birds
Currently feeling: disappointed
Posted by tralalalara on October 8, 2005 at 01:24 AM | 1 comments

shit lang..bakit ganito yung nafifil ko?? my golly.. so weird..ah basta,, nanaman, it's been decades since i last posted..tapos pare, family day pa bukas..garabe tlga..oh, well..basta masaya yun.. excited na nga ako kc i get to see >>3 letter word<< uli eh..hayyyyyyyyy.. ang pag-ibig..ndi ko lam,matagal ko na siyang like,uhm,last year..pero bkit parang ngayon lang umusbong ng sobra sobra..ansaya ko nanaman..ang sarap nanaman ng feeling na papasok ka sa umaga looking forward to seeing "threeletterword" again..damn,im so loving it!! pero bkit ngayon na lang,, this week eh, parang antagal ng ganun ung feelings ko..hay nakoo,ewan ko..basta..

                             **sizzle**

eto nanaman..bumabangon at nakatayo muli sa hirap ng nakaraan(wow,bangis!) guys,,move on..

:ayan sa siya..

>sino??

:si pagibig,,sino pa ba??

>ayan nanaman oh,,naririnig mo??

:ano??

>ayun..kumakatok sa puso ko..

nga noh.. anlakas..

>anong gagawin ko?? sasagutin ko ba??

:bahala ka..

>kaso bka masaktan nanaman ako eh..eh kung maging manhid na lang kaya ako buong buhay ko??

:mahirap yun..

>pero,,para sa kanya.. sige..

h, ano?? mahal mona??

>ndi pa naman..masyado pang maaga..

:mali ka pala dun,tol.. gabi na..

sige, gud nyte!!

**PAKAMATAY NA..BLAHBLAH..TONG ENTRING TOH,PIECE OF BULL LANG..**

                               **sizzle**

pahabol,,hayuppp na kanta,, TILL THEY TAKE MY HEART AWAY LANG NAMAN..oh diba,,san kpa?? 

Currently listening to: TIL THEY TAKE MY HEART AWAY..
Currently feeling: in-love..
Posted by tralalalara on September 23, 2005 at 01:43 PM | Add a Comment

haha! after waiting for like forever,,this is the main event. next to la salle vs. ateneo that is, the game between the ateneans and the friggin feu gang has ended. who won,you dare ask?? its surreal. but nice. the ateneo players once again made their school proud they won over friggin feu with three crucial points in their pockets. mind boggling isn't it?? at one point, their intensity and hardwork specially la's really paid off. they emerged with a ten point lead that practically brought the house down and made the roaring crowd, scream even louder with all their might. haha. how i love the team. lalong lalo na si JAI REYES pati si MACKY ESCALONA. hayupp!! so their.

**haha, kaya para sa kanila st sa akin..

WIN OR LOSE IT'S THE SCHOOL THEY CHOOSE AND I TOO IN THE FUTURE..

Currently listening to: tires ng F1 racing
Currently watching: formula one racing
Currently feeling: jubilant
Posted by tralalalara on September 11, 2005 at 12:04 PM | 1 comments

yo! its been decades since i last posted. im feeling miserable these past few days and papa God knows why.haha. beat that. haha! damn,i really want this blog to be fixed!specifically, my layout. i also would like to put pictures in it but i dont know how, bummer. hmmm,i get this feeling of rejection. i think my teacher doesn't like me. asshole. but who, cares. you cant please everybody right? just as long as my grades are not affected. i dont even know why. shit. this thought has been killing me for hours and hours now. oh my,i hope this would end soon because i get emotionally challenged. nyaha! so,yadah yadah yadah. ateneo lost. yeah,lost.lost. punyeta, natalo sila ng uste! t***ngn*!! grrr. so yun, i cried pa after they played cause i asked papa God for a sign. and guess what, my thoughts are true.bummer, geez,okay. nyaha! my ordered jollybee is here! pucha,babuyan na ito. oh my, i am beginning to watch pinoy big brother every night. i just don't know why. haha. maybe its coz of lack of educational and decent shows in abs. haha,i want to live in that house. haha. by the way, i dont want franxen to go, to be evicted. based on his background, the dude really needs the cash,ladies and gents. haha. i hope every would be okay soon, no worries and all. it gets in my nerves having to think about all that bull. haha. funny, **in currently eating my spaghetti,will finish this entry later,,tata!** not yet done, but im still finishing it. haha! sige na nga,il end it na. haha! im just gonna finish this statement. there,im done!!

*****peter outs in a blast*****

Currently listening to: nada
Currently reading: nada
Currently watching: the buzzzzzzz
Currently feeling: crappy
Posted by tralalalara on September 4, 2005 at 09:34 AM | 1 comments

last thursday and friday[yesterday] was our retreat slash recollection.yeah.all we actually did was,have this breathing exercise so that it would be easier for us to let out of emotions, close our eyes,share,have journal writing and yeah,cry.cry.cry.cry.im sick and tired of just crying all the time.man,bummer.so yeah,nevertheless,it was cool.but tiring.golly!and know what,,every after an activity,we would eat.bull,,tataba nanaman ako dun sa retreat house!!heaven..haha,,the food was okay,,especially when you have chocolates for desert!lol!yummy baby!nothing significant really happened but there were lessons learned.yeah.i just hope that i could apply it sa totoong buhay.it was a timeless recollection so they took our watches.hay..nuf nuf..

**vanishes in a flick of her magic wand**

Currently feeling: tired
Posted by tralalalara on August 27, 2005 at 03:37 AM | Add a Comment
i am so bored.we dont have classes today because of the ninoy thingamajig.haha.fun.manong even picked us up and we also went to school but the big big blackboard there shouted..NO CLASSES..man,they should have announced it earlier.do they know how hard it is to wake up in the morning??damn.i nearly slipped awhile ago cause my blanket wrapped my legs.lol.and now,i have nothing to do.tsk.tsk.
Currently feeling: irritated
Posted by tralalalara on August 21, 2005 at 11:47 PM | Add a Comment
I look into your eyes so far away..
There’s trouble on your mind your losing faith

 

Hey now…let me hold you
It’ll be okay
‘Cause I will love you til’ they take my heart away

 

Remember when you called and said goodbye
You’d thought we’d lost it all
And so did I
But even if I’d lost you
It would be the same

 

‘Cause I will love you til’ they take my heart away
Believe.. I’m here to stay
‘Cause I will love you til’ they take my heart away..

 

Hoo..ooo.oo
Now as stronger than before
We’ve made it through
Now I’ve never felt more sure
Because of you

 

Hey now are you listenin’
Can u hear me say?
‘Cause I will love you til’ they take my heart away
Celieve im here to stay…
‘Cause I will love you til’ they take my heart away

 

Believe…in me
I’m here to stay
‘Cause I will love you
Til’ they take my heart away..
Away…away…
I will love you
Til’ they take my heart away

i just hope someday i can share this song with someone special.. my golly..this is so pathetic.lol.but who cares.i like i mean i adore the song so much that i get to that point of holding back my tears. man,i get cornier by the minute.this sucks.lol.whatever lara.pakamatay kana.

Currently feeling: melancholy
Posted by tralalalara on August 21, 2005 at 09:26 AM | Add a Comment
sori naman.like the entry.the survey.it got posted na pla.wahaha.really now.haha.
Currently listening to: aircon
Currently watching: the buzz
Currently feeling: silly
Posted by tralalalara on August 21, 2005 at 09:12 AM | Add a Comment

golly..last friday was the bomb..nyeh..ah basta..ansya saya..we had clubs and our academic subjects were all scheduled to be like that of the wholistic friday..so we like had academics in the morning then from lunch till dismissal we had our clubs..and you dont wanna know what my club is..it make me go bersek..lol..anyway,,its exciting cause we had a party..its not actually what you call a party but,,for me it is..it's just a simple salu-salo for filipino class to celebrate the linggo ng wika..it was so fun..even though my class didn't have games.. but who cares..anyway,,recess came too early for us since our subj before that is cl and mrs.kupang was gone so after one group reported..heartbeat..its party time!! lara,angela,crissy,geca,janina.katrina and thea played lotsa games like pass the msg,,tas yung "sasara nag bulaklak" thing..and many more.. we started fixing the room and by  english time our classroom was chairless..lol..then we had FILIPINO..the party really began..we had our tummies crying for help from all those pancit and bbq we ate..and not to mention all those laugh trips..eventhough aca chair always scolded us..party pooper..lol..wow,,then we had no quiz for health and then lunch came..we partied like mad in our room and we also room hopped since our class party was boring after lunch and since room 2 also had their party..so why not crash theirs??bummer..it was more fun..anyhoo,,for clubs we had to watch this band..b-o-r-i-n-g..haha..we only laughed at how the vocalist and the speaker at the same time had to make us repeat every stressed word he says..mehn,,laugh trip nanaman with the gang and jacque..<<tama ba spel,,patti>> anyway,,the best..ingay2 namen oh..tas nung uwian..pota..pmnta lang naman si CHEC at JEC sa skul..at nagddrive pa nung auto si CHEC ah..wtf..ampogi na nga,,amacho pa..lechugas.. dba,,SAN KAPA,,diba??  

Currently listening to: taong ibang lenguahe ang kinakanta
Currently reading: nothing
Currently watching: wala parin
Currently feeling: stressed
Posted by tralalalara on August 20, 2005 at 02:15 PM | Add a Comment
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